&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Sunday, January 29, 2006
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i just finish reading my book! gosh, and i love it. it's 三分球神射手6 aka 3 point shooter vol.6. its so touching la. read and cried at the same time.
the book is the sixth book la, and i started reading last last yr. im addicted to it. dunno how many times i read the six books liao, especially the 1st 3 books. it just rocks totally la. but this is the last book alr, that means theres no more of them! how can lo! i really wan to continue reading la, abt how the characters move on, and their life.

how i wish the author will continue writing lo, but its impossible la.

there's loads of nice phrases in it lo, so, i'll check them out and write them here. yups!^^

雨后,未必有晴天。

绝望是漆黑的颜色。
[漆黑]有别于[黑]。
[黑]只是一种颜色,[漆黑]却是一种深沉至极的感觉。

人要好好的活下去,就要好好地接受遗憾,掩饰遗憾。
甚至是忘记遗憾。
否则,活着就会变成一件极度沉痛的事。

我的出现,就是要帮你改变命运!

回忆,可以令快乐变成伤痛。
命运,可以是如此残酷。
幸福,可以被黑暗侵蚀。

命运说,无论你中途去了哪里,最后都要回来这里。
勇气说,生命中有无数无法逃避的战斗在等你。
绝望说,尽情发泄吧!我赐你吞噬一切的力量。

求,这个世界最多余的一件事,就是[求]。
尤其是苍天,你求什么,它就偏偏不会给你期盼的东西。

thats it. today's a boring day, the only nice thing is getting angpow from my parents. buahah.

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Saturday, January 28, 2006
i've got plenty to blog about. happy and unhappy things. lets talk about class deco for the new year celebration first. yups!

we've put in loads of efforts in decoing our class, mostly the girls, but theres still jason and weisheng who stayed to help out. and mr lee supported us as well, it was friday and we have decided to stay up till 7 plus to do our deco. dint have time to eat lunch la, but mr lee was damn nice and bought us nasilemak for lunch! and otah too! cool sia. but the otah is just damn hot la. hahas. cannot take it. and later, we drew all over the whiteboard, in appreciation to mr lee for buying us lunch. and it came out like this:

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cute huh? i drew the octopus, as usual, i duno how to draw any other things la. and mr lee read that as 'thank you mr lee forgetting our lunch for us!' damn funny la.

and theres some free time, and sonia bribed me with her ruffles to help her class, 3e2, draw some chinese characters. i couldnt resist it, and so i drew:

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the whole thing sucks la, but i like the 'nian' best. it's my first time drawing w/o seeing anything. LOL.

did till 7 plus, and heres the outcome, its quite nice? i bet u think so too! (x

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and i love this two dogs! they are uber so cute, all thx to nina and dionne who bought them!

and that's friday. and the next day, saturday, i went to gym in the morning. and later met up with erkee, go ikea. LOL. to find a teeny weeny lightbulb, which cost 3.90 for 2. crap la. hahas. aftertt i went hme. wanted to go find my parents after a bath, but the rain is just damn big la. everything was damn blur.

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scary izzit it?

wads next? the 17 year old erkee played with his slippers, cos they are darn lousy, and made the floor so slippery. yay.

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stupid izzit it?

and then its sunday, then monday. the day of the camp! gosh. im damn excited la, chenying also. hahas. weiting this kind not enthu de no need talk about. tsk tsk. on the way to camp at lim chu kang, took some pics. hahas.

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its me, chenying and shirlynn! (:
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7 jiemei the 2nd. LOL.
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me and chenying lo. still got wad.

guess wad, i dint know that our camp is opp of sarimbun. the camp is much smaller la, how i wish is at sarimbun lo. but the camp is still fun! especially with my new classmates! our grp is BAGHEERA! its the panther in jungle book. first read it as bangra. abit bad but thats wad i saw. and i love our grp cheer sia! i'll type it out!

Panther, panther, Bagheera, Bagheera, Bagheera.
Fast and steady we will win.
Steady steady bon pi pi.
Pi pi pi pi bon steady.
1, 2, 3, 4.
Dum, da dum, da dum, da dum, da dum, da dum, da dum.. [pink panther song]
BAGHEERA!


it's nice kay! say yes! hahas.

i finally realised i'm not afraid of heights! cool. i did everything lo. kayaking, rafting, high ropes1,2,3, low elements, nature rumble, flying fox. except rock climbing lo. cos i tried it b4 alr, and there's no time.

and gosh, i really love my class! great pple, great class spirit, great instructor. the boys are enthu, and helpful. and the girls, even more enthu la! like usual. hahas. 3e3 rock on!

back from camp, and the bus trip was so different lo. its DAMN quiet. hahas. everyone's slping. i managed to capture some slping faces before i went to sleep myself. i've got terence, yuenchi and angeline. hahas. cutesies.

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it's angelina and yuenchi!
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terence!! damn nice la. and cute. (=

i lost my purse when i was on the way back home. damn. kena scolded until die. still havent found it. wait and die and rot liao le lo. i the purse! i just bought it on sunday! shit lo.

thursday, gym prac, for the alumni new yr celebration next sat. it's crap. mrs keong says she will teach us more movements rather than skills in the performance so that we will be more relaxed. but we all rather we have more skills la. it's like i starting to doubt if i joined the right CCA lo. i like join le dance club like that sia. super weird. nobody's gonna improve if we just keep on relaxing kays.

and today. mr lee showed us all the photos he took in camp. feel damn paiseh when my photos came out la. got that kind of super shittyface. LOL. nvm abt that. it's new yr celebration today, and we still gonna study?! 3 periods somemore. heng before that, during assembly, got lion dance performance, so dragged abit. and the lion gave me a orange! hahas. nice sia.

aftertt is the chinese new yr celebration. boring. like normal. always the same old thing. CO, band, dance, guzheng, CLDDS. and mr yeo acting gay. nvm about that. our class won the noticeboard deco! woohoo~ damn happy la. we used alot of time and effort to do de lo! and 3e3 won our 1st hamper. damn cool! ROCK ON!

went back yangzheng a while see see. saw mrs tay, liying, jason, bala, napok, jeremy, jiajian. carn rmb le. saw alot of 1t1 pple also. hahas. erma, elfi they all. LOL. aftertt went out with erkee and chenying. watched I Not Stupid Too! its damn nice. chenying cried, i cried. chenying cry like waterfall, me only i few drops la. hahas. actually was watching 6 o clock show de. but no tickets, so bought 7 de, watch until 9 plus. i told my ma 6 plus 7 finish lo. sick la. hahas. but heng never kena scolded lo. if not die ah.

meaningful life, having fun. thats my motto for life. LOL. (x

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, January 19, 2006
ytd, help out to decorate our classroom for the CNY competition in sch. mmm, think its quite nice la. but we haven finish yet. so duno how first.

and today, lesson's as usual. i gt alot of typo-error in the class list lo. the worse one is i spell eugene name as 'engine'. LOL. crazy la. nigel's name become niget, and jordon's name become jordan. i typed yuenchi's email wrongly also. so paiseh lo. where gt one small piece of paper so many mistakes one lo.

we are going to ikea on saturday, to buy things to deco our classroom. kinda excited. this will be our first informal outing. LOL. pple on the list who are going now are: me, chenying, shirlynn, clarissa, jacqueline, shawn, yuenchi, bala, jiaying, nina. 10 pple only la. and mr lee, he duno he going anot. so that's all for today. nites.(:

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
didnt go to school today, dont be jealous of me. i so want to go to sch nowadays. i dunno why. yups. i missed peer tutoring, and i think mrs wong must be super mad la. 1st time, peer tutoring workshop, i tried to skip it, she caught me and crapped. 2nd time, there was this peer tutoring briefing. i dint go, i dint even hear the annoucement lo. mrs wong came find me, say i was talking when the annoucement was made. sick la. theres no pple for me to talk to leh. nvm. i dint go the 1st tutoring again. LOL. so 'mei you yuan' with it lo. so it isnt my fault. yeps.

i go make my IC today. stupid la. there so cold lo. and very leng qing also. no pple de. and i hate my photo. hahas. i guess nobody likes their IC photos de la. nvm. forget about it. hahas.

i dint go sch cos im sick. yups. not like weiting lo. sick still can ask pple go out. summore is 2 days mc leh. crazy de lo. i gt fever, cough, runny nose. flu la. mmm. from friday onwards leh. and the fever still have lo. skarly tmr still cannot go sch jiu die le. pray hard pray hard. ^^

AND happy birthday, Jiajian.

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Saturday, January 14, 2006
i still carn believe im the monitress. im just not up to it la. mmm. not that im a bad girl. i think im really a good girl actually, really. but im just abit slack and have no initiative lo. yar. like today. mr lee ask me about the new year deco for the notice board. i was like damn shocked la. i dont even know im in charge lo. i dint know the duty list was pinned up. wadeva.

clarissa they all want to go ikea sometime next week. to buy things to deco our class. im so excited lo. and mr lee says he wanna go also. hahas. so curious how the class will look like after the deco sia! LOL.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, January 12, 2006
tmr's theres this tryout for the sec 1s who are interested in joining gym. so excited sia. dunno who will join us. and thos 2 person who already learn gym before in pri sch. hope they are damn pro man. then help the girls earn trophies. woohoo! and i really hope that rong you from 1T1 will join sia. he look so interested but his friend keep dont want him join.

mr lee is crazy today la. he made us stand for one period leh! 40 mins can. and aftertt ask the whole class to find ONE branch which is 1m high and 20cm for the diameter. BRANCH, excuse me. and only ONE. 20 cm diameter? u want a branch, not a tree trunk. and the tree trunks in sch are so damn skinny lo.

i noe la, his real reason is not asking us to bring him the branches and sticks. but i really dont quite get wad he means. but nvm. its over. i'll look forward to tmr, and have a new great day! and there's gym! wahahas~

ooh, and happy birthday Jacqueline and Lena. <3 you. (:

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
ytd or izzit 2 days ago? was my birthday. and i love it man. my best birthday ever. hahas. cos this is the first time i celebrated my birthday, maybe after 3 years old. and the first time i blew candles! hahas. im 15 already. time really flies. yar?

was in sch. and everything was just fine. morning assembly, mr lee gave me a birthday card! cool. he printed it himself. bala got one too! cos we are the first 2 pple whose birthday is here. and guess wad? we are the monitor and monitress sia. LOL. cannot imagine. later got present from doreen, nelson, chenying, weiting. weiting pon sch sia. bad girl. tsk tsk. aftertt went to fareast with weiting, chenying, rach. buy things, shop. like usual walk walk.

aftertt went to rach hse de void deck cut cake with erkee and gaffar [ who the hell is he? ] nvm him. aftertt we found that we have no plates, no spoon, no fork. how to eat cake? LOL. so go rach hse eat lo. super paiseh la, especially erkee and gaffar. but we survived la. hahas. yeps. mmm. thats about it.

ooh. and my dad just bought me my b-day present today. its eeyore! hahas. love it sia.

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and i love the green-yellow nail polish i bought. hahas.

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Monday, January 09, 2006
wei i here to help u blog le.. to day is ur bday so i sing song give u hear k. haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHEE LING!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

haha kk may ur wishes come ture k..
cya soon k. love you..

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Sunday, January 08, 2006
its time to blog i think. LOL. abit long liao la. hahas. nvm. i'll talk about everyday in sch! woohoo!

3/1/o6
it's the first day of sch! wore my brand new uniform! and its damn big la. everybody also say very big. so darn agree man. hahas. but nvm, have to get use to it. yeps. i got to sch very early u noe! 625am. crazy huh? all because of stupid chenying, ask me go sch earlier then go book seats. i wait for her so long lo! she came at 645! wth. hai me so kancheong go everywhere look for her. hahas. mr gavin lee was okay, i guess. i still not sure. seen him for once only? still have to continue noeing him yeps. and u noe wad? im the class monitress! crazy la! the class will be in a mess lo, especially when the other monitor is BALA! LOL. this class is sick sia. like no more responsible pple liao. history tcher's tan gimhua. BORING shitface. how i hope is mr hazry lo. but carn help it anymore. nvm about that.

4/1/o6
todays the first day of sec 1 orientation camp. and of course, 6 of us from 3e3 got to skip sch! for 3 days sia. me, shirlynn, shawn, yuenchi, terence, lynn. i take care of 1t1 la, together with jeryl, amanda, yuenchi, kengchong, yuting. and i love all of them sia. we are such great facilitators. 1st day, actually was boring. i nearly cried because of 1t1 lo. during games time, only left me and tuenchi take care of the class, cos the others go become station masters for rush hour. and we two are u noe, so slack la. we both walkaway sometimes, leaving the other to take care of the class. and it was my turn, and must form circle for mass dance. and wtf. they dun wan lo! damn angry la. and i just walk away and sat behind shawn and called them stupid. ALOUD. i noe i shudden but was just abit irritated that time. both of us are just too slack la. LOL. later, before their supper, we have to do the class cheer. and this cheer just rocks la!

everybody listen up, T1 is here to ROCK!
shake your bum bum, shake your bum bum!
T1 kemama, ole ole ah ah! T1 kemama, ole ole ah ah!
who is the best? T1! who is the best? T1!
T1T1T1T1 ROCKS!

i just love this cheer man, and because of this, they become more united! cool. off to bed at 2! -.~

5/1/o6
2nd day. not as slackish. and we got to dance the mass dance! though T1 dint dance la. something bad happened. but shhh. cannot say. campfire at night was GREAT! at least for the facilitators. cos we are hyper. nobody cared about the sec 1s anymore la. maybe got la, abit? nvm. we just danced and screamed! crazy pple. hahas. nice nice. some of the T1s also joined in! hahas. it was fun la. LOL. love it. doh it was that fake campfire in the hall. -.-" hahas. but there still was the real campfire aftertt. it was finale! it was nice.

6/1/o6
last but GREAT day of the camp. we have to shout the sch cheer during assembly! super paiseh la, and the sec 1s just woke up and wasnt even enthu enuf lo. but nvm. its over. mmm. aftertt we watched a video of the sec 1 camp. quite nice sia. and prize giving. noe is 'fen zhu rou' dat kind de. but still as happy when T1 gt their prize. and guess wad was the thing they won? MOST CHEEKY CLASS AWARD. hahas. the prize was nice. sweets and biscuits and the biscuit was SUPER DUPER nice. then we danced the ketchup dance. already very hyper le lo. and lastly the mary moon dance! [spelling wrong ba.] i was hyper sia. 4 pple dancing together. me, hariz, rong you, erma! the dance is totally different la, and it was great dancing with them. we just jump jump jump around! woohoo~ hahas. its nice remembering those moments again! aftertt weiting come find me! [ so sweet of her huh? :X ] ate mac and went to shop at J8. to buy his present for today. weiting damn bad lo. she give me stress lo. say must buy. also dunno wad to buy sia. hahas. thats about it.

and today. 7/1/o6
todays is his [ your ] burfday. yeps. happy burfday la. LOL. morning went to CCA orientation. asked rong you, hariz and a 1T1 guy to join. buahaha. the guy say gym is girl thing lo. feel like slapping him. hahas. din train much sia. and im late, as usual. nvm about that. im quite used to it already. aftertt went to J8 watched movie. 'the family stone'. mmm. very long liao le, but nvm, nth to watch. the show is okay? no pple. hahas. good lo. go my hse, talk talk. the end. LOL.

thats all for now. i blog abit too much le. but there's just so much things to rmb and blog about. AND i want to get used to sch as fast as i can. and IS KENGCHONG IN 3E3? im s confused. @.@ hehes.

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Monday, January 02, 2006
it's first jan 2 hrs ago. mmm, and i dint do much things. went to my cousin's hse. like usual. and learnt a new card game. called 'nao2'. weird name but was nice. play like crazy sia. super long. den my sis came, and brought toys for ashley, cos she just came back from taiwan.

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so cute rite! its a puppet!

later, went to airport fetch my cousin. she go hongkong with her friends la. then ashely tag along also. and she got to sit in the trolley? is it wads it called? nvm la. she look darn cute.

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aww. aber cuteness!

thats all. wad a nice new 2oo6. things havent changed abit.

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Sunday, January 01, 2006
today's 31/12/o5. that means its the last day of yr2oo5. omg. that's fast. even faster then 2oo4 lo. this year passed so damn quickly, w/o me knowing wad i had been doing. mmm. let me look back and see wad i have done this year lo. dun think i can rmb much bah. im cheating la, looking at some old posts. :X

o1/ my burfday!
o2/ i met YOU. :p
o3/ 2e6 CIP [ love the sushi, the malt candy, the fishballs! ]
o4/ went to escape on 09/15 with cy, erkee, nicholas
o5/ got streaming results on 14/11 and got into 3e3!
o6/ play 'zhong ji mi ma' on o1/o8 in class [ cut hair de, FUN! ]
o7/ cooked my FIRST porridge with WEITING. [ we think it rocks. ]
o8/ e6 FIRST BBQ on o8/o9 at eastcoast.
o9/ FIRST e6 chalet at downtown east from o9/11 - 11/11 [ GREAT! ]

__________anymore? i carn rmb, seriously.___________


nvm about that. i just hope i have a fun-ner year ahead. takkaire guys.(: happy new year! i look forward to chinese new year more la. cos got holidays and angpow. buahahas(x byes!

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